OK, so I have been commenting on various websites regarding cultural issues, and been at times drawing upon my own experiences with gay community abuse and rape to help "inform" my opinions or insights in some way. And it has become desireable, given the whole political correctness issue, for me to post documentation and evidence proving that the experiences I allege happened really did happen.
However, there are A LOT OF THEM, and there is A LOT OF INFORMATION, and this is a long complicated convoluted story, with tons and tons of evidence I could produce -- in which case, how do I organize it? Or how do I begin to organize it?
This all is much more difficult for me in light of the fact that the abuse I suffered was very severe, and there is such a thing as post traumatic stress disorder and suppressed memories. Except with me I don't really suppress a memory, I just don't want to think about something, but one wants to think about something or needs to when having to coherently explain one's experiences.
And it's painful. One has to try to make one's audience understand what really happened, which is best done by thinking about it in a way that constitutes reliving it, in which case one wants to do the mental equivalent of "averting one's gaze" and just burying certain memories even while allowing oneself to remember other memories out of context.
This is because some of what was done to me was really twisted, I must say. But, actually, the burden of fully describing the depth of the cruelty is not fully on me, I don't think, simply because maybe later on I can simply quote from some others who have articulately described abusive situations in ways I feel captures it.
In any case, I'll just say, the need to avoid thinking about certain details has led me in my wordpress account to gloss over certain issues. Sort of like I am whitewashing a few things, just because it is simply too bad, some of it, and I am just not going to go there for now.
And that is that.
Here is the link to my wordpress account, which starts to tell of my experiences:
One has to ask oneself, why would a lot of people go so far out of their way to be so outstandingly cruel? So much so, one can instantly see it's an art and some are geniuses at abuse?
I will leave you to speculate on a piece by Naomi Wolf criticizing the handling of the Dominique-Strauss Kahn rape case here:
http://blogs.reuters.com/great-debate/2011/05/23/a-tale-of-two-rape-charges/
And, unlike the stereotypical "rape witchhunt fomenter" argument you tend to expect from most feminists (combined with requisite outrage), describes the corruption of rape as being linked to an era defined by "geopolitics by blackmail."
We now live in a world in which men like former New York Governor Eliot Spitzer, who was investigating financial wrongdoing by the insurance giant AIG, WikiLeaks founder Julian Assange and Strauss-Kahn — whose efforts to reform the IMF gained him powerful opponents — can be, and are, kept under constant surveillance..., [where] policy outcomes can be advanced nowadays, in a surveillance society, by exploiting or manipulating sex-crime charges, whether real or inflated.
In other words, ours is increasingly an age of geopolitics by blackmail. Why, after all, were U.S. operatives asked to secure the “biometrics” and DNA of subjects abroad, as some of the U.S. diplomatic cables released by WikiLeaks were revealed?
Looking at it this way, one can suppose that while some people might be naturally more cruel than others, if the amount of money one can derive from blackmail is proportionate to the potential scandalousness of a crime, motives of greed will inspire a great deal of creativity among certain sociopathic people with really sick minds.
Now, when Naomi Wolf first wrote this column, I have to say I suspect she was probably somewhat on the forefront of this issue. Namely, few have broached the topic before. On the other hand, note that, since then, the resignation of Pope Benedict of the Catholic Church was accompanied by a "Vatileaks" scandal involving allegations of the Catholic Church compromised by "outside influences" acting upon a closeted gay network (or gay mafia) that was vulnerable to blackmail, all of which adds a huge amount of additional material to this "geopolitics by blackmail" theme.
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SUMMARY of my own personal experiences which has led to a unique interest in these issues....
https://damian-schloming.squarespace.com/summary/