[QUOTE=Mequa;134903]I've been there, on the receiving end of it. Disgust is too mild a term. I know what it feels like to hate another human being so strongly that I would wish for their death.
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You know, I hope you read my previous post I wrote right before I responded to this. Because what you say here just struck me. You might notice, I have pointed out that I think it looks a hell of a lot like the whole Elliot Rogers thing was a set up and he was framed. Some people said witnesses saw other people in his car when he was allegedly shooting people (which means it could have been other people who shot people, killed him, and then police could fake that it was really him who did it). Yet, if you look at his last video, what you can instantly see is, he was reading from a teleprompter -- which does suggest someone was feeding him his lines. And his position in Hollywood would have made it very easy for him to be manipulated by people into making those videos merely because they could tell him they were thinking of turning him into an ACTOR and this was all an audition for some part.
Well, I am starting to wonder about the treatment I have been receiving at the hands of the gay community lately -- extra provocative in so many ways, like really designed to make me get more and more angry and start to express it too. And I am reminded of one particular article I remember reading where someone who knew some of Elliot Rogers peers said that some of them even speculated that their treatment of him might lead to a massacre or something, aka the cruelty. Read this, for instance:
[url]http://www.laurieacouture.com/2014/06/in-the-aftermath-of-the-elliot-rodger-tragedy-society-is-still-ignoring-the-real-causes-of-youth-violence/[/url]
However, to be honest, all they need to do in an instance like this is to merely pick on someone enough so he gets very disgruntled, extremely disgusted, and starts expressing himself and about it.
And then once they have done that, then they can go have the FBI go and shoot a bunch of people, including the victim, but frame the victim for it.
And you might recall from my website, how this Pete from cape cod told me the mafia was going to shut me up in writing -- and his friend told me it will all be over soon and higher level government agencies were involved? Here you can read it here:
This one:
[url]http://www.pbase.com/damian1974/image/156852235[/url]
And this one (right afterwards): [url]http://www.pbase.com/damian1974/image/156852343[/url]
Well, there is more to it than just that, but I have left it out for now.
These emails were nasty emails they sent me after the following occurred.
I had visited this Pete man, and he pretty much held me captive for a day and a night, not locked in but he intimidated me and told me I'd be killed if I left the cape and he said I needed to give him $1000 or I'd get killed. He insisted on the money the previous night and I stalled him by saying any money I have won't clear or there is some limit so I have to wait til the following day. I ended up spending the night at his apartment, which was a basement apartment he rented from some men, and he slept while one of the men upstairs literally stayed awake all night and paced back and forth, all apparently to keep me from sneaking out and leaving. The next day I withdrew the money, but I was afraid of being set up, so before I withdrew the money I said I had to go to the bathroom and, in the bathroom, I sent the email to my mother which is pictured in the following gallery "I mist pay $1000 or be killed" so I'd have a record that I wasn't PAYING someone voluntarily.
It was a few days after, that Pete started calling me up and wanted to talk to me -- and I refused to talk until I had driven to my mothers where I felt safe (and where I'd be talking on the phone in front of a witness) and that's when he started to try to have a conversation with me where he wanted to change the story around. He said "that money you paid me -- you paid it to me in order to receive the protection of the mafia" and then I said "no I didn't, you said I'd be killed if I didn't pay you that money." And the moment i started saying "no I didn't," a huge amount of static suddenly started appearing on the phone line (it actually sounded like a ton of bricks falling or a train going by making a VERY loud noise), and also the same thing happened when I also said, on the phone out loud, how I noticed that before I left my apartment, some individual who was there appeared to have left some white stuff on my bed which looked like drugs. Same thing too -- suddenly when I start saying that, the static/noise drowned my voice out. And then I ask him "what's that noise?" and he says "I don't know" and that's when I said "I know what you are doing, you are recording me and trying to drown out any parts of the recording where I say something that you don't want to hear."
And then he and the other guys who were there (there were many) got very angry and started yelling at me.
So, yeah, the FBI definitely does stuff like that. You may recall how there are articles out there that talk about how the FBI goes and sometimes entraps innocent people who aren't intending to commit any kind of crime. It's a bit worse than merely using a lot of manipulation and peer pressure to try to get someone to look like they are about to commit a crime. They literally will go sometimes commit the crime for them and frame them for it afterwards, or in the process. Like literally arrange for the person who is to be set up be kidnapped while they commit the murder, and then afterwards the real perpetrators go free, and law enforcement makes sure to fake it all.
Anyway, here are the emails that document what went on with me and that Pete person. Most definitely what he did was a crime of some sorts. Of course, the problem is, if he really was working with the FBI, it was all set up so they could deny any involvement, or at least I cannot prove any involvement. If I had recorded my phone calls, perhaps I could have proven something fishy was going on. But that would have been illegal in Massachusetts.
[url]http://www.pbase.com/damian1974/emails_suggesting_pete_of_cape_cod_may_have_been_working_with_th[/url]
So, that's the question? If I say anything that makes me sound like an angry person, that puts me in danger of being kidnapped by a bunch of thugs who go shoot a bunch of people, then shoot me and cops all fake that I was the one who did it. Which could very well be what happened with Elliot Rogers. There is some evidence that may have occurred -- and, if you pay attention to the coverage of Elliot Rogers, you will notice the New York Times is negligent in refusing to speculate on how Rogers was obviously reading his last thing from a prepared statement, or from a teleprompter. So the coverage is really lousy.
What I am wondering, though, is, is it possible that the various ways I am being treated not only by gay men online but by other people on websites I comment on, the manner in which it's like extra efforts are made to both irritate me, attack me, make me feel demoralized, even while making my life miserable in other ways: is it possible there are people out there who think, a good way of cleaning up the whole "mess" they made with me is to go murder me in such a way so that they can make me out to be an "Elliot Roger" incident? And, there is a hope I might get angry enough and express it -- therefore they hope they can provoke me into expressing myself in a way so people might think it more plausible? I am afraid one cannot rule that sort of thinking out, with these people.